When I say that I want you, what I mean is I want you in my life, but only in a capacity you are comfortable with. When I say I love you, what I mean is I love you unconditionally, for I love without expectation or attachment. This love is from the Source, And the same love I give to myself. When I say I hold space for you, what I mean is I am not waiting. I live my life without expectation, accept you as you are, and the decisions you make. When I say I believe in you, what

You make me see all of the things I hate about myself. You are everything I am not. Fit, successful, motivated, happy. I'm just the broken part of you. The shadow who never lived up to its potential. Your energy touches me and I fall apart. Reminders of how much I blew up my life because I thought something was when it was not. Next to you I feel inadequate, ashamed, less than what I could be. I mean, I could be imagining all of this again. Obsession taking hold of my mind, p

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Every moment I fight To stop myself from going there I can see through this I can feel you feel myself trying to resist Knowing that I can't Everything I am doing pushes me further away from you But you are still there and I am still here Locked in this delusion inside my mind A storm of such magnitude Surely this must be a crime Why can't I let you go Why can't I let this be It challenges my sanity Were we never meant to be? And here I am once again writing words from

I can never show you how I really feel Even though it's burning a hole inside of me I can never let you know How deep and insidious this feeling goes I can never tell you How powerless you make me feel I can never say How weak you make me Incapacitated You never listen You don't care It's pointless so why bother? Everything I told you was met with emptiness Lack of care Denial of the very real between us I wish I could show you how I really care Not needing but wanting I wi

When I think of you, like, really consider you, deeply, everything collapses. All of my thoughts, my beliefs about myself, my future, my past, my identity, they all crumble, into emptiness. Consider, the vast, great, nothingness of our shared soul. In that space, there is only a sense of eternity stretching out before me, and there are no words to describe this: Unrelenting bliss The sharp sting of joy The expansiveness of unconditional love The oneness we share with all thin

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