Weak and Powerless

I can never show you how I really feel Even though it's burning a hole inside of me I can never let you know How deep and insidious this feeling goes I can never tell you How powerless you make me feel I can never say How weak you make me Incapacitated You never listen You don't care It's pointless so why bother? Everything I told you was met with emptiness Lack of care Denial of the very real between us I wish I could show you how I really care Not needing but wanting I wish I could let you know That I never meant you harm I wish I could tell you That I still love you completely I can never say Why I still feel this way So complicated But you never listen You don't care It's pointless so why bother? Everything I told you was met with incredulity Lack of understanding Denial of the tie that binds us My heart is so heavy Burdened with your indifference Some days I feel detached And some days it just won't leave me alone I never asked for this I never wanted it to be like this Ruined everything Because I believed in you You failed me And I feel so weak and powerless Cause I know there's nothing I can do But hope that one day I might be free of you If I can break though these clouds Concealing the light inside The salvation lies beyond the mask Revealing the peace within